grades - 4:19 p.m. 11.13.2002
Jesus Christ. It's gunna be a miracle if I ever graduate this school. I mean, two classes I know I'll pass, but holy holy shit. There is no way I should ever be in this Honors Calculus class. Every period I attend is one hour of some guy hired to repeatedly call me stupid. It's funny, though. The only reason I care about my grades, or ever have, is the response I get from my parents. If I get less than an A or B, I know I'm screwed with them. So, you'd think that this could be a driving force. But, no. I'm gunna get a 'C'? Meh. Might as well, then, get an 'F'. Either way, I'm fucked. Which isn't to say I'm not trying. It's just kinda the way I feel. I'm actually trying the best I can. It'll be a miracle if I pass this damn Calc class.
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